Why do I care so much? It only leaves me hurting while everyone else can move on so much faster. Why does it feel like I am so hard to love? People tell me I’m a good person and yet people always leave me behind. I haven’t felt important in a long time. I’m always on edge waiting for the next hit. Why can’t the people I love, love me for being me.
I need to stop caring. I need to learn how to be okay alone, without friendts. I haven’t been this lonely before. I just want to know that I am important to someone.